In the year 2001, the first year I really start working. I am damn hard working and aggressive. Working form 8.30 to 10.00pm daily.
If I stay in office, I didn't have change to see the sun rise or set.
I was young and naif.
I use to buy a lot of CD, Music CD, and listen, try to relax. It is hollow in heart, and I got break down.
After I passed the Gape year, I found the method to relax my self. But only until recently I learn to, the balance among work and life. And this still involve Music. I started back to listen music, Karma, Chatting, New Age, Buddha. I get more and more "in" it, get to projecting myself into the great world.I'm sensitive to Environment. I get effected directly and fast. I can appreciate the beauty of some thing ordinary. I can understand the back of meaning of a drama or a movie. All this is a very positive and great thing to have.Unfortunately, most of my friend don't understand.
I keep all this in heart, keeping and it compressing my feeling toward
u n h a p p y n e s s .
I am very fortunate, I learn to blog. I write down all my feeling, all my emotion. It take as a place to dissolve mytension. After my mind get clear, I get to know new friend, even through Blog it self, I seek more friend like my self. A lot of people going thru the same thing, like me.Some time writing all our emotion in blog but not sharing to our love one get complicate. Relationship will become silent. Cool and cooler to one beside us.
When greater distance, the less improve or evolution can get.
Contradicted, we open our heart to other side of world, the web. More and more comment and advice and help us to improve and get better.
I can receive a advise from France helping in my decision on my girl friend. I can also have a good friend from Brunei alway remind me to
gratitude and love.
I going to the best and the most positive way.
I started to get involve, giving more to my family, friend and love one.
I start turning my self to a positive light bulb to attract more and more good thing to me!I am understand my self, especially after the Dermatoglyphic that review all the DNA of my code.
Hurhhhh, Thank you
Love and Gratitude